What may be happening here since July

Jack, I hope this help clears some things up. I, of course, cannot know for sure through reciprocal tangible communication from you, but perhaps I'll infer new greater clarity on your part by your improved actions. If you really are a good person and do really care for me deeply and don't wish to hurt me, then, I think what may be happening is that many times you are not telepathically hearing me accurately when it's critical. For instance, when I have been saying, "I'm getting really physically (as in bodily) hurt for some reason(1) sometimes when we're attempting to come together in these psychic forums. I mean when we try to talk or hug or share space or cuddle sometimes (though not every time, thank God)." When you catch me saying things like, "Don't come near me! You're really hurting me. You need to stop!" I am referring to how sometimes I am experiencing great harm via Interface anomalies when you and I are trying to connect. I will yell those things out at you very accusatorily sometimes because, for the life of me, I couldn't figure out why you were still coming toward me or trying to call out to me anyway, despite me desperately trying to plead with you to not trigger the harmful Interface anomalies. :( Overtime I began to wonder if you were doing it on purpose or if you were doing it because you were callous or irresponsible and I began to fear you some. I also came to bitterly resent how much you were subjecting me to risky conditions or outright harmful conditions and experiences. This started regularly at the beginning of July.

And yet you had showed me so much tender concern and caring in the time leading up till then and you seemed like you never would want to hurt me , I couldn't make out what was happening. What has helped us is that I know how treacherous and deceptive the Interface can be. However, the physical pain of the anomalies, coupled with the psychological pain of seeing you reneg on your pledge to knock off tour dates so we could spend more time together, u unfortunately started to add up and I began to doubt your good character and love for me and build up resentment instead.

*(1) The reasons the harmful anomalies are occurring in the Interface, the ones that hurt me, likely have a decent amount to do with the emotional pain connected to the confusion between us regarding several subjects, your tension and stress regarding your professional work and my tension and stress regarding my crappy life/health/home environment. Stress and intense emotions and confusion can very much trigger harmful Interface anomalies. The reason for harmful anomalies which may affect me, you and others also have to do with system-wide failures, natural and man-made cataclysms which traumatize and stress people who, in turn, bring it into the Underground, EMF frequencies (possibly), negative currents of energy and thoughts that can attach themselves to us.

P.S. I am not intentionally underlining any words in this posts. It's a glitch on my phone.