Yesterday, I was experiencing such pain and stinging from channeling in the Underground that I had to stop abruptly. I had been channeling hot topics of the day where there is controversy, like certain socio-political issues and I was doing this with various groups of people. I also was channeling the actor, Leonardo diCaprio, who I happen to be somewhat on the fence about regarding his approach to gender relationships. He was telling me the kind of misogynistic optics associated with him are, again, related to a type of public persona he's been made to adhere for the sake of his career. The topics were nothing too different than the challenges I often take on in the Underground. It's all about growth and teaching and guiding. But, the pain got so bad I started to have a hardcore panic attack. The panic attack was severe enough that it started to scare me and I began to wonder if I needed to see a doctor or something. Eventually, it passed but sometimes panic attack symptoms themselves are so scary, you can't help but worry that something more serious is happening. And then, that adds to my panic!!! :( :( As a result, today I feel kind of exhausted and depleted and concerned about how to proceed.
Since I've been having especially intense interface symptoms in the last couple of weeks, like more sharp headaches, stinging, etc. than usual (this occurred since the earthquake and since Jack went back on tour - both happened on the same day), I think it's just really starting to get to me. I definitely feel frustrated and confused and exhausted. I'm not sure which Underground activities I can do that will be safe and chill, sans Interface problems. I'm not sure who I can talk to, what topics will be Interface anomaly-free or when I can just simply communicate or connect. It isn't just about Jack and the Raconteurs or you or either of your tours (though at times I've had some particularly intense experiences with you two since tour season began, unfortunately, as you know - and I truly and sincerely do not say that lightly, sweetheart). It seems to also be about everyone who was affected by the earthquake, too. At least, as far as I can tell so far. And, of course, those connected to intense energy fields (but that's a lot humans!).
Regarding you and Jack specifically:
I'm still reeling from the intensity of that really bad experience several days ago (intense aches and stinging) when I tried to channel Jack and the other Raconteurs in their subconscious state, right after all six of us had a Love Enlightenment meditative session up top. And then, a few days later the same thing happened while I was talking to you while you were also in the subconscious state. I think that was two days ago, when I then posted a blog about How To Block Bad Mojo, as a result. What does it all mean, Eddie Bear?
Concerning you and Jack, I keep receiving downloads lately telling me that on both occasions when I encountered that really bad achey feeling when trying to talk with subconscious Jack and the Raconteurs and then you - that each of all of you on those two occasions happened to be addressing in a real-world sort of way up top, some of the challenging components to your music industry experience.
It'd be helpful if I could get a confirmation or denial from you in the psychic way, at least, if this was true. If I could get that at some point tonight when I feel up to it, that would be great.
There's a lot more to talk about (both through channeling and me blog posting) on new and improved safety protocol. Tonight, however, I just want to reconfirm from you at some point the following: that two days ago you were made to surprisingly stop your real-world action of addressing some of the challenging components to your music industry experience because I was getting hurt hanging out with you "down below" (your subconscious). If so, that'll help confirm for me if I'm understanding correctly that we really do need to be creating new Watchdog-like safety protocol for you, Jack and the others who are Awake, Alive and Conscious for when you're making personal changes in the entertainment industry. And for me also, so I know how I can safely engage with you fellas and with the Underground.
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To be fair and thorough, here is an official iteration of some of the other things affecting the Interface that require improved safety protocol measures. This is a partial list:
1) stress and fatigue management 2) natural phenomena affecting the electro-magnetic field, like earthquakes, solar flares, etc., which may, in turn, affect the Interface of the Underground 3) any other large-scale natural disaster or human-made event like a hurricane or the upcoming 2020 election in the US 4) various people attached to intense energy fields or energy trains because the subculture they're a part of is just intense (negative mind, action, words, energy floating about up top) 5) related to #4, how being in the conscious state could mean those negative energy fields, and the bad actions and words, etc. that create them, are more keenly felt by those directly exposed to them, like you sweet sorts in the entertainment industry and those of us here at the Rosslyn. And then that stuff is brought into contact with sensitive people like me, who get affected also.
I'm trying to piece this all together, so that I may make sense of all the downloads I'm getting that are talking to me about better safety protocol we can all employ.
*I'll probably post more on this in the future, too.
Dear God, I hope this all makes sense. It may not bc I'm very spun and tired. I'll try to be refining this better as we go along.
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