"PTSD. This is related to my physically, emotionally and psychologically abusive family growing up, the traumatic ending of my marriage, and the "ne'erdowell" neighbors and their hostile, maniacal and disruptive behavior. I am very noise sensitive and sensitive to neglect, aggressive and callous speech or behavior."
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Jack. I also have a lot of PTSD related to the Interface and its anomalies or bad symptoms, like head stinging or body aches, etc., especially if it gets really intense, which it has recently in the last couple weeks.
Also relevant is how I have PTSD related to how these energy fields or currents will suddenly close the door, so to speak, between me and a loved one, with me not knowing how to open it again safely, even if I can understand how the energy current closed the door in the first place. I hope that makes sense. I'm very afraid of this happening between us, especially considering how harmful the energy has felt when I try to get close to you now. I'm trying not to panic and freak out but it's been hard not to.
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