Shana and "Mixed Use" buildings

So, Shana is the name of the lady on the top floor who is a freelance writer. The one we were pow wowing with last night who was saying she is also queer (to the best of my knowledge).

She's an art critic and writes for like Artillery Magazine (big deal art journal on the West Coast) and LA Weekly and stuff. She's a woman somewhere in middle age and very funny in person, too. Knows a lot of gallery artists from all over.

And then, what I was saying about the Rosslyn is that it's what's called a "mixed use" building. It's a type of urban planning model borrowed from NYC. "Mixed use" buildings were created to conserve space and money for developers. So, "mixed use" buildings will put Affordable Housing units (apartments for poorer folks) in with Market Rate units (apartments for middle-class folks) in with Section 8 units (apartments for very, VERY poor people who have severe disabilities or are seniors). Moreover, the type of Section 8 folks that this building rents to sometimes include very poor, homeless people with disabilities who are plucked right from the streets of Skid Row, because it's located just a couple blocks away and the city is desparate to house them to improve the optics.

So, to drive the point home again, some of us who fit in the Affordable Housing or Section 8 categories may be poor, seniors or disabled but are folks who are socialized and kind and decent and then others are unsocialized and bat shit crazy, off their rockers types that are one-step away from the county jail. The Market Rate folks, of course, can also have their decent members, like Shana, and then, they can also have jerks or ne'erdowells, like any subset of humanity anywhere.

A "Mixed use" building throws everyone all together of markedly different means and capacities and basically says, "Work it out. Figure out how to accept each others' needs, relate to each other and get along as neighbors." I don't think they are realistic or fair models. Though un-PC to say, perhaps, normally you would have different folks like this in different separate buildings from one another. This has made it very trying for everyone. And the type that no one can easily live around are some of these bat shit crazy homeless folks from Skid Row because they have no concept of society and it's parameters or how to integrate with it. :/

Note: The Stereo Guy is NOT from that homeless Skid Row background and is still psycho nuts. Which goes to show you you can have A-holes from all walks of life. :/

Psychic Forums Are Not Safer or More Fruitful Than the Regular World But They're Not Totally Off-limits Either ADDENDUM I

Note: In the following, I repeat phrases a lot for emphasis. Please forgive typos, misspellings, run-on sentences, etc.

OK, I'm happy to clarify we can use these psychic forums SOME, we're not saying its a total no-go. I swear I am NOT trying to say it's a complete no-go. I am simply frantic though trying to get across the whole true AWESOME reality of what we're actually looking at by you two bringing me into your lives - that starting to talk to me in the normal way and then, getting me into your lives in person is the comparatively safer alternative. In every way. Simply what we've been trying to say from early on is that we all need to intersperse usage of the psychic forums WITH interacting in the regular world bc the psychic forums can be more harmful, confusing and unproductive than the regular world (yes, even including both of your personal and professional communities, believe it or not - both of your regular worlds would be safer, preferable for me and us than any other alternative). Otherwise, the psychic forums alone are serious time and energy suckers, to say the least.

We also want to get this out to as many of the Awake, Alive and Conscious people as we can, especially at the Rosslyn. So, you two are not alone. This was always the message. Humans were not meant to use the psychic forums ***exclusively.*** Our systems aren't designed for it. I am no different. In fact, because of my health conditions, the psychic forums are pretty tough on my system emotionally, mentally and physically. A lot of the seniors and disabled at the Rosslyn are like this also, like me; these psychic forums are too harsh on them for them to use them a lot. The seniors and disabled at the Rosslyn, like me, have bodies/minds that are already taxed bc of our health problems and then, additionally, we are taxed by living in impoverished, neglected, unclean, unsafe conditions at the Rosslyn with a lot of severely crazy and criminal neighbors. By the time you factor in how harsh the psychic forums are on our bodies/minds, it's too much. THIS IS WHY I'M DRAINED AND WEAK ALL THE TIME; IT'S THESE POOR PEOPLE PROBLEMS + OVER-RELIANCE OF THE PSYCHIC FORUMS. Regular modes of communicating and interacting would be a lot easier and safer and more fruitful for our good citizen work: talking with your mouth to your friend or loved one, listening with your regular ears (in person, on the phone, etc.), reading a text message with your eyes. All of these traditional methods of connecting with others would be safer, easier, preferable for me than the psychic forums. This is true for the seniors and disabled at the Rosslyn, too, in terms of connecting with the other decent neighbors. We are trying to make sure you both and the Watchdogs and the Scouts and ALL the residents and ALL the Offsite Helpers know this. It may take too long, IF EVER, to make the psychic forums safe for that type of exclusive, long term use. We shouldn't go forth with that expectation - bc humans haven't used psychic forums exclusively for thousands and thousands of years, IF EVER. It's not safe to use it so exusively like we have. Although I am so happy to tell you we CAN have our psychic community to some extent and get real work and play done, however, some of us who are really under the weather with bad health and/or age and/or being victimized by our Skid Row, gangster neighbors - those of us in those categories, we should only be using these psychic forums supplementally. We can not rely on them exclusively long term. The frequencies are too harsh and abrasive. It's not safe. THE REGULAR WORLD - YOUR REGULAR WORLD, JACK AND EDDIE, WOULD BE MUCH SAFER - AND WILL FUNCTION PERFECTLY FINE AND SAFE TO CONTINUE TO GET ALL THIS GREAT WORK DONE - AND WE'LL USE THE PSYCHIC WORLDS ***SUPPLEMENTALLY***.

If you two thought your personal and professional communities were an exception to this safety, you have unfortunately, misunderstood and mischanneled the truth. Both of your actual, physical, regular worlds would NOT inherently be more unsafe or unsettling than where I currently live and roam. Your worlds would be safer. Safer than the ghetto of DTLA, safer than the psychic forums.

We need you both (and eventually the other Awake, Alive and Conscious folks) to understand that these psychic forums can not be the PREFERRED place to ***exclusively*** share a life and do activism together, nor to romantically date (although we ABSOLUTELY CAN use them SOME of the time in these ways.) THE BURDEN TO MY BODY/MIND IS WHEN I'M BEING ASKED TO RELY ON THEM EXCLUSIVELY FOR ALL OF OUR INTERACTING. The regular world is the preferred, safer, more productive and effectively more connective place for that. It works more smoothly with our biology by this point in our evolution. It's impractical to not utilize it primarily. WE ARE TO USE THESE PSYCHIC FORUMS SUPPLEMENTALLY, AS AN ADDENDUM TO CONNECTING WITH EACH OTHER IN THE REAL WORLD. Again, the reason for this is because the psychic forums are more abrasive and temperamental and unproductive than the regular world. The psychic frequencies are too tweaked out for the foreseeable future to rely on using them safely 100% of the time. They've been neglected and corroded for too long for their fix to come easily, which means VULNERABLE people, like me, get exposed to their risk in the meantime. Although we CAN use them sometimes if we're cautious and sparing, in the meantime, I need to take it easy on them and not use them too much. Interacting with you guys and the others through them is tragically very tough on my system. TRAGICALLY, THIS DOES INCLUDE EVEN SHARING SPACE SOMETIMES - IT'S TOO HARSH ON MY SYSTEM TO DO IT AS OFTEN AS WE ARE. WE MAY NEED TO CUT BACK ON IT. I AM CRYING AND SHAKING AS I TYPE THIS, HOPING YOU WON'T FORSAKE ME ALTOGETHER BUT WILL, IN FACT, GET ME IN YOUR LIFE WHERE YOU CAN HOLD ME AND KISS ME LIKE A REGULAR PARTNER AND IT WON'T TRIGGER A HARMFUL ANOMALY.

Yes, regular real life together with you both would be milder IN EVERY WAY on my system and more effective to love and work with you two, the Rosslyn and even the Underground (think of how much farther I could go with the Underground work if I did not have to stretch myself so thin in the psychic forums and, instead, could talk to you two and the Rosslyn folks in person more of the time!) We are trying to get this to ALL of the Awake, Alive and Comscious people, including those at the Rosslyn (although some of them already know this). We can improve these damn Interface frequencies and the mechanism itself to some extent, but there's no guarantee we can do so permanently and in the meantime, the cost is too high to my well-being to be interacting in the psychic way ***sooo*** much for when we connect, share our lives together, etc. JACK, EDDIE - WE THREE NEED TO TRANSITION INTO UTILIZING THE REGULAR WORLD ***ALSO*** SO WE CAN CONTINUE OUR ACTIVITIES AND OUR LOVING RELATIONSHIPS BECAUSE IT'LL BE EASIER AND SAFER ON MY SYSTEM (AND BOTH OF YOURS, FRANKLY) . PLUS, LIKE I'M SAYING, WE'LL ACTUALLY BE ***MORE*** FRUITFUL WITH OUR ACTIVITIES, ACTIVISM AND HUMANIST GROWTH. The psychic forums were NEVER preferable. They are just an amazing addendum, but too much for THIS GIRL to use 100% of the time. I get hurt too often. Let's do of all this we're currently doing in person, with SOME amount of reliance on these psychic forums for our activities, but not as much as we currently have FOR MY SAFETY'S SAKE. Again though, it doesn't mean these psychic forums and the Underground can not be used at all. WE ***CAN**, USE THEM. But the idea all along is that we were to use them SUPPLEMENTALLY.

Also, it doesn't mean that some of these psychic forums don't hold some amazing things - they do. We can talk to animals, spirits, magickal-like beings (if one is open minded enough), guides, dieties, angels, etc. The psychic forums can provide all these amazing things and I can use them with you both supplementally, BUT THEY ARE NOT PREFERABLE, SAFER OR MORE PRODUCTIVE THAN REGULAR REAL LIFE. Regular real life is more ideal for us three to really carry on our romantic dating, our activism and to manifest and carry out some of these amazing, affirmative ideas into the world when and where we can, if you both want to.

I do hope to still connect with you both in these psychic forums over this holiday weekend and going forward. I am not exactly saying I want to abruptly end our relationships, but you two DO need to get your thinking and orientations right and ACT because I can't endure the psychic forums so exclusively for a whole lot longer. I definitely can't with our current pattern, at the very least. We may very well need to downsize some so I'm not exposed to the bitter harshness of the Interface as often or for as long in one-sitting. We can work it out. Eddie and I have had a good model where sometimes we'll a few days and do our own thing. I learned that can helpful and it gives me system a rest. :) I WOULD NOT OTHERWISE SUGGEST THIS IF IT WEREN'T FOR MY SAFETY. ***Ultimately though, we need to transition to in-person AND adjust how we see using the psychic forums overall. That is the safest, most connective, fruitful, magickal option.***

But be happy!!!!! We do have options - let your thinking open to them and move toward getting in my actual life bc I WANT YOU THERE AND WE CAN SAFELY BE THERE TOGETHER. You just have to see it that way and ACT. Stop getting entangled by ANYTHING OTHER THAN MOVING TOWARD LOVE AND TOGETHERNESS IN PERSON, IN THE FIVE SENSES.

Also, if we start talking on the phone or whatever, we can start to go over the rest of both of your concerns as we go along. The psychic forums are NO place to discuss the complexities of your concerns regarding me. Those types of details need to be examined and discussed concretely in person, on the phone or through email, etc. WHERE IT'S SAFE AND CLEAR AND LESS EXHAUSTING FOR ME. ...AND I NEED TO BE ABLE TO CONCRETELY HEAR/READ YOU. And then we'll retain some usage of the psychic forums for other things appropriate to their innate function.

NONE OF THE PSYCHIC FORUMS ARE SAFER THAN THE REGULAR WORLD OF *ANY* HUMAN ANYWHERE ON EARTH; THE REGULAR RAL WORLD OF ALL HUMANS IS SAFER THAN ANY PSYCHIC FORUM

The psychic forums of the Underground and the psychic forums of the Awake and Alive and Conscious are NOT even remotely safer, more connected, ideal, more loving or fruitful than the regular world. For me to continue to date and work with both of you, Eddie and Jack, it would be eternally more safe to do so in the regular world normal reality than ANY of these psychic forums. Nor are the psychic forums more safe and fruitful than the regular in-person, five senses world for getting activism or any other kind of work done. No one was ever supposed to think the Interface/Underground/psychic forums are more safe or ideal than the regular world for being together or for getting activist work done. IF YOU EVER HEARD ANYTHING TO THE CONTRARY, IT WAS A LIE AND DECEIT OF THE FALSE CONTENT OF THE INTERFACE. What IS correct is that the regular world is infinitely safer to continue dating and to do our activist work in.

All the work we've having you guys do to help improve the Interface from its bad functioning tragically may only amount to stop-gap measures to keep it from TEARING ME IN HALF - which it does every day - until you two can realize that being together in-person is the far safer and more productive reality for us three. IN-PERSON IS THE FAR SAFER PLACE FOR US TO BE DATING THAN ANY PSYCHIC FORUM.Those "clearing the air" and "Interface mechanism" techniques are just able to hold off the storm as best we can until you two realize YOU NEED TO GET ME INTO YOUR LIVES ASAP.  In fact, I don't know that I can hold on interacting with you two in these psychic forums for much longer because the Interface (the mechanism facilitating the psychic forums) is too brutal to me and I am not in the best health starting off. We have been trying to tell you this from the beginning. The helpful techniques we're having you do will likely only continue to offer only a temporary salve for me. WE NEED TO STOP TRYING TO CONDUCT OUR RELATIONSHIPS AND ACTIVITIES SO HEAVILY IN THESE PSYCHIC FORUMS - AS THEY ARE VERY DANGEROUS FOR ME AND OTHER PEOPLE WITH HEALTH PROBLEMS TO BE SPENDING A LOT OF TIME IN - AND THEY MAY NEVER, EVER GET BETTER ENOUGH TO SPEND A TON OF TIME IN. THE PSYCHIC FORUMS WERE NEVER INTENDED FOR PEOPLE TO SPEND A TON OF TIME IN. INSTEAD, YOU BOTH NEED TO GET ME INTO YOUR REGULAR WORLD LIVES BY REALIZING THAT, TO REACH OUT AND PULL ME INTO YOUR LIVES IS ACTUALLY VERY SIMPLE. IT WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU ALL ALONG - JUST CALL ME OR WRITE ME OR SHOW UP AT MY DOOR. YOUR LIVES AND COMMUNITIES ARE INFINITELY SAFER THAN THE PSYCHIC FORUMS HERE OR MY LIFE AT THE ROSSLYN IN LOS ANGELES IN THE INNERCITY GHETTO SLUMS.

So again, in terms of the myriad techniques we've been having you guys apply to the Interface, they can help in the immediate, but - AT BEST we have NO LONG TERM OR EFFECTIVE GUARANTEE that we can make these psychic forums MORE safe than regular world reality. Regular world reality will likely ALWAYS be safer, more profound, more fruitful and productive than the psychic forums/Underground/Interface. This applies to ALL HUMANS, THIS INCLUDES YOUR REAL WORLD REALITIES IN THE MUSIC INDUSTRY. Your real world music industry lives are eternally MORE SAFER arenas in which to date me, love me, do activism with me than to continue on in the psychic forums so heavily. And even with those temporary stop gap measure techniques we're teaching you two and the others, they DO NOT guarantee that I' won't have serious or permanent damage to my person unless you get me out of relying on the psychic forums so much. Instead, bring me into your real world lives because it's safer. All real world lives are safer for humans than the psychic forums. And your specific real world lives, Eddie and Jack, and the music industry communities you're in are comparatively way safer than mine in the ghetto of Los Angeles. You need to forget the notion of relying on connecting with me through the Interface so heavily AND GET ME INTO YOUR LIVES IN PERSON ASAP. That last sentence is a distortion of the Interface, and many Awake and Alive and Conscious folks have been continually fed the false distortion. It's the reverse which is true. Regular real world reality is infinitely safer, more productive and connective than ANY psychic arena. THIS IS THE TRUE CONVERSATION.

The Interface has proved so corroded that it is far more dangerous to try to date me than were i to date you two in person.

Also, your music industry real world lives are far more safer for me than my life in poverty at the Rosslyn. I WOULD BE FAR SAFER WITH YOU IN YOUR LIVES, AT YOUR HOMES, EVEN WITH SOME OF THE TOXIC PEOPLE YOU KNOW - I WOULD BE FAR SAFER WITH YOU IN YOUR LIVES AND COMMUNITIES THAN I AM IN MY CURRENT HOME AND COMMUNITY. i live in comparative poverty, filth and high crime. Theres no way the bad people in ur lives, even if theyre mucky mucks in the music industry, are worse than the ones i have in my community. THERES NO FREAKIN WAY YOUR LIVES HAS WORSE NE'ERDOWELL COMPONENTS THAN MINE DOES. Whatever led you to believe otherwise was predicated on false conent and false assumptions, misinterpretations of the facts.  Your life conditions are better, safer, cleaner and have greater opportunities for health and well being. THINK TO THE CONVERSATION WE HAD THE OTHER NIGHT WITH THE ROSSLYN NEIGHBOR IN THE WHEELCHAIR AND HER FRIEND.

PLEASE DEAR ONES, FOR MY BETTER SAFETY AND WELL-BEING PUT IT ALL TOGETHER: reach out and start talking to me on the phone or through email or what have you, get me in your actual real world lives. The Interface is far more dangerous than the real world you both live in. And both of your communities are far more safe and cleaner and hopeful than the one I live in in the inner city slum of DTLA. IN EVERY SINGLE WAY, USING EVERY SINGLE METRIC, YOUR REAL WORLD LIVES ARE SAFER AND BETTER THAN ANY OTHER ALTERNATIVE REALITY ANYWHERE IN THE UNIVSERSE! PLEASE BRING ME INTO YOUR REAL WORLD LIVES IN PERSON.

Note: addendums or clarifications or proofreading efforts will perhaps come later, but the basic message will also NEVER change.

Gonna head out soon

K, I'll be heading out soon. Maybe in 15 mins or so. Takes me about an hour to get out to the beach.

National Dog Show on NBC

While I'm finishing my coffee, I'll putting on the National Dog Show on NBC, 12noon.

From an animal eights rights perspective, these type of shows are seen as exploitative to the little ones. I think the reasoning is merited (it's like pageant shows for little toddler girls). However, once a year at Thanksgiving, I can't help but check out the National Dog Show because the little cuties do such a good job being patient and groomed and showing off their breed. It's such a good chance to see so many cute dogs, who work hard to participate. ♡♡♡

You're welcome to join me here for a little bit.

Macy's

Macy's Thanksgiving Day parade is still airing on CBS PST.

I'm watching it while waking up to some coffee.

It's raining off and on outside, but not torrentially.

The Beach tomorrow, Thanksgiving

I'm still planning to go to the beach tomorrow, although it's expected to be raining and pretty cold. I'm gonna bundle up with mega layers.

The only thing is that if it's super raining, I may not want to take my phone out for photos and videos, bc even though my phone is water resistant, whenever my water resistant phones have gotten rained on in the past, they start performing wonky afterward. So, I may not wanna risk it, bc I don't have the money for a replacement phone. We'll see if I can take some video clips indoors instead or during lulls in the downpour.

Also, Eddie, you might remember, sometimes, in the early days, you and I would have you just psychically tap in at a location, even if I couldn't provide photo/video confirmation. So, you two are welcome to do that, too, for the stormy parts, if you want. :)

I'll either go to the beach/sand, Santa Monica Pier or 3rd Street Promenade or all three for a little bit. They're all in Santa Monica, a couple blocks from each other.

I might try to see if I can go to bed before 6am tonight to see if I can get up and out earlier.

Sorry not as synched

Im sorry i couldnt sync up exactly. It wouldve required too much minute channeling when i wasnt feeling fell, so i tried to send word through woldgang, divine.

I hope well be synched close enough. Ur welcome to send both of these posts to paul if u want eddie.

Here I am!

I wasn't feeling well: both weird interface anomalies that were painful and then, i think i drank too much spiked eggnog + the pot. I moved away after the sharp interface anomalies and just rested. I tried to send word through the divine.

After a bit, i got up and started up on the food. I'll have most all of it done soon and ready to eat. If youre behind me, thats fine. I can nibble a bit and rest some more so i can feel better by the time youre done.

I'll be trying to be quiet and more listening at first anyway. Try not to give me direct channelings until i tell you its ok.

Its been quiet, but i can tell ghetto lady is still awake and rumaging around.

Cat Stevens Music Playlist Tonight!! :)

CAT STEVENS MUSIC PLAYLIST BELOW:

https://music.youtube.com/browse/VLPLtS_jNy6-K_cgMal1bK5xEFBy_jeWoLkw

You can send this to Paul.

Shelby, Youtube, the How of it and the Starting Protocol

I was thinking it'll be too much to include Shelby in a music playlist tonight, per se, because it'll take time to explain the idea and how the Starting Protocol works. Plus, we also need to let him see if he even has Yotube Music Premium or the regular one with ads and if he wants to start a free trial of Premium, if need be. Though, it sounds like he might need to sign uonfor the free trial, too.

I was thinking tonight you guys were just broaching the general idea to him tonight to let him explore the idea, and then, later, if you two want , you or we can take time to explain HOW to do it. Plus, I need to thinknof how I can get a copy of the Starting Protocol transcript to him. I'll prolly just post it on Facebook, but I need to work out in my head how I'll word an explanation of how it all works. You two can help me tell him telepathically also. But, I'm gonna wanna post it concretely, using the five senses, too, and that'll take some time. Time I wasn't planning on spending tonight. :) Believe me, he'll also need time just to acclimate to the concept and let it marinate in his mind. So it'll be good if we telepathically go over the HOW later in conjunction with me posting the Starting Protocol concretely on Facebook later.

We have a month's time that I can do the playlists more conveniently without commercials, so maybe that would allow enough time to get Shelby set up with an idea of how to do it.