Note: In the following, I repeat phrases a lot for emphasis. Please forgive typos, misspellings, run-on sentences, etc.
OK, I'm happy to clarify we can use these psychic forums SOME, we're not saying its a total no-go. I swear I am NOT trying to say it's a complete no-go. I am simply frantic though trying to get across the whole true AWESOME reality of what we're actually looking at by you two bringing me into your lives - that starting to talk to me in the normal way and then, getting me into your lives in person is the comparatively safer alternative. In every way. Simply what we've been trying to say from early on is that we all need to intersperse usage of the psychic forums WITH interacting in the regular world bc the psychic forums can be more harmful, confusing and unproductive than the regular world (yes, even including both of your personal and professional communities, believe it or not - both of your regular worlds would be safer, preferable for me and us than any other alternative). Otherwise, the psychic forums alone are serious time and energy suckers, to say the least.
We also want to get this out to as many of the Awake, Alive and Conscious people as we can, especially at the Rosslyn. So, you two are not alone. This was always the message. Humans were not meant to use the psychic forums ***exclusively.*** Our systems aren't designed for it. I am no different. In fact, because of my health conditions, the psychic forums are pretty tough on my system emotionally, mentally and physically. A lot of the seniors and disabled at the Rosslyn are like this also, like me; these psychic forums are too harsh on them for them to use them a lot. The seniors and disabled at the Rosslyn, like me, have bodies/minds that are already taxed bc of our health problems and then, additionally, we are taxed by living in impoverished, neglected, unclean, unsafe conditions at the Rosslyn with a lot of severely crazy and criminal neighbors. By the time you factor in how harsh the psychic forums are on our bodies/minds, it's too much. THIS IS WHY I'M DRAINED AND WEAK ALL THE TIME; IT'S THESE POOR PEOPLE PROBLEMS + OVER-RELIANCE OF THE PSYCHIC FORUMS. Regular modes of communicating and interacting would be a lot easier and safer and more fruitful for our good citizen work: talking with your mouth to your friend or loved one, listening with your regular ears (in person, on the phone, etc.), reading a text message with your eyes. All of these traditional methods of connecting with others would be safer, easier, preferable for me than the psychic forums. This is true for the seniors and disabled at the Rosslyn, too, in terms of connecting with the other decent neighbors. We are trying to make sure you both and the Watchdogs and the Scouts and ALL the residents and ALL the Offsite Helpers know this. It may take too long, IF EVER, to make the psychic forums safe for that type of exclusive, long term use. We shouldn't go forth with that expectation - bc humans haven't used psychic forums exclusively for thousands and thousands of years, IF EVER. It's not safe to use it so exusively like we have. Although I am so happy to tell you we CAN have our psychic community to some extent and get real work and play done, however, some of us who are really under the weather with bad health and/or age and/or being victimized by our Skid Row, gangster neighbors - those of us in those categories, we should only be using these psychic forums supplementally. We can not rely on them exclusively long term. The frequencies are too harsh and abrasive. It's not safe. THE REGULAR WORLD - YOUR REGULAR WORLD, JACK AND EDDIE, WOULD BE MUCH SAFER - AND WILL FUNCTION PERFECTLY FINE AND SAFE TO CONTINUE TO GET ALL THIS GREAT WORK DONE - AND WE'LL USE THE PSYCHIC WORLDS ***SUPPLEMENTALLY***.
If you two thought your personal and professional communities were an exception to this safety, you have unfortunately, misunderstood and mischanneled the truth. Both of your actual, physical, regular worlds would NOT inherently be more unsafe or unsettling than where I currently live and roam. Your worlds would be safer. Safer than the ghetto of DTLA, safer than the psychic forums.
We need you both (and eventually the other Awake, Alive and Conscious folks) to understand that these psychic forums can not be the PREFERRED place to ***exclusively*** share a life and do activism together, nor to romantically date (although we ABSOLUTELY CAN use them SOME of the time in these ways.) THE BURDEN TO MY BODY/MIND IS WHEN I'M BEING ASKED TO RELY ON THEM EXCLUSIVELY FOR ALL OF OUR INTERACTING. The regular world is the preferred, safer, more productive and effectively more connective place for that. It works more smoothly with our biology by this point in our evolution. It's impractical to not utilize it primarily. WE ARE TO USE THESE PSYCHIC FORUMS SUPPLEMENTALLY, AS AN ADDENDUM TO CONNECTING WITH EACH OTHER IN THE REAL WORLD. Again, the reason for this is because the psychic forums are more abrasive and temperamental and unproductive than the regular world. The psychic frequencies are too tweaked out for the foreseeable future to rely on using them safely 100% of the time. They've been neglected and corroded for too long for their fix to come easily, which means VULNERABLE people, like me, get exposed to their risk in the meantime. Although we CAN use them sometimes if we're cautious and sparing, in the meantime, I need to take it easy on them and not use them too much. Interacting with you guys and the others through them is tragically very tough on my system. TRAGICALLY, THIS DOES INCLUDE EVEN SHARING SPACE SOMETIMES - IT'S TOO HARSH ON MY SYSTEM TO DO IT AS OFTEN AS WE ARE. WE MAY NEED TO CUT BACK ON IT. I AM CRYING AND SHAKING AS I TYPE THIS, HOPING YOU WON'T FORSAKE ME ALTOGETHER BUT WILL, IN FACT, GET ME IN YOUR LIFE WHERE YOU CAN HOLD ME AND KISS ME LIKE A REGULAR PARTNER AND IT WON'T TRIGGER A HARMFUL ANOMALY.
Yes, regular real life together with you both would be milder IN EVERY WAY on my system and more effective to love and work with you two, the Rosslyn and even the Underground (think of how much farther I could go with the Underground work if I did not have to stretch myself so thin in the psychic forums and, instead, could talk to you two and the Rosslyn folks in person more of the time!) We are trying to get this to ALL of the Awake, Alive and Comscious people, including those at the Rosslyn (although some of them already know this). We can improve these damn Interface frequencies and the mechanism itself to some extent, but there's no guarantee we can do so permanently and in the meantime, the cost is too high to my well-being to be interacting in the psychic way ***sooo*** much for when we connect, share our lives together, etc. JACK, EDDIE - WE THREE NEED TO TRANSITION INTO UTILIZING THE REGULAR WORLD ***ALSO*** SO WE CAN CONTINUE OUR ACTIVITIES AND OUR LOVING RELATIONSHIPS BECAUSE IT'LL BE EASIER AND SAFER ON MY SYSTEM (AND BOTH OF YOURS, FRANKLY) . PLUS, LIKE I'M SAYING, WE'LL ACTUALLY BE ***MORE*** FRUITFUL WITH OUR ACTIVITIES, ACTIVISM AND HUMANIST GROWTH. The psychic forums were NEVER preferable. They are just an amazing addendum, but too much for THIS GIRL to use 100% of the time. I get hurt too often. Let's do of all this we're currently doing in person, with SOME amount of reliance on these psychic forums for our activities, but not as much as we currently have FOR MY SAFETY'S SAKE. Again though, it doesn't mean these psychic forums and the Underground can not be used at all. WE ***CAN**, USE THEM. But the idea all along is that we were to use them SUPPLEMENTALLY.
Also, it doesn't mean that some of these psychic forums don't hold some amazing things - they do. We can talk to animals, spirits, magickal-like beings (if one is open minded enough), guides, dieties, angels, etc. The psychic forums can provide all these amazing things and I can use them with you both supplementally, BUT THEY ARE NOT PREFERABLE, SAFER OR MORE PRODUCTIVE THAN REGULAR REAL LIFE. Regular real life is more ideal for us three to really carry on our romantic dating, our activism and to manifest and carry out some of these amazing, affirmative ideas into the world when and where we can, if you both want to.
I do hope to still connect with you both in these psychic forums over this holiday weekend and going forward. I am not exactly saying I want to abruptly end our relationships, but you two DO need to get your thinking and orientations right and ACT because I can't endure the psychic forums so exclusively for a whole lot longer. I definitely can't with our current pattern, at the very least. We may very well need to downsize some so I'm not exposed to the bitter harshness of the Interface as often or for as long in one-sitting. We can work it out. Eddie and I have had a good model where sometimes we'll a few days and do our own thing. I learned that can helpful and it gives me system a rest. :) I WOULD NOT OTHERWISE SUGGEST THIS IF IT WEREN'T FOR MY SAFETY. ***Ultimately though, we need to transition to in-person AND adjust how we see using the psychic forums overall. That is the safest, most connective, fruitful, magickal option.***
But be happy!!!!! We do have options - let your thinking open to them and move toward getting in my actual life bc I WANT YOU THERE AND WE CAN SAFELY BE THERE TOGETHER. You just have to see it that way and ACT. Stop getting entangled by ANYTHING OTHER THAN MOVING TOWARD LOVE AND TOGETHERNESS IN PERSON, IN THE FIVE SENSES.
Also, if we start talking on the phone or whatever, we can start to go over the rest of both of your concerns as we go along. The psychic forums are NO place to discuss the complexities of your concerns regarding me. Those types of details need to be examined and discussed concretely in person, on the phone or through email, etc. WHERE IT'S SAFE AND CLEAR AND LESS EXHAUSTING FOR ME. ...AND I NEED TO BE ABLE TO CONCRETELY HEAR/READ YOU. And then we'll retain some usage of the psychic forums for other things appropriate to their innate function.
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