Cig and Rannie

If you both (Jack and Eddie) were wondering, my "friend" Cig did just get demeaning, disrespectful and condescending to me. He was passive-aggressive and you could see both the passive-aggressive and straight out aggressive components, in that he kept saying outright, "You are presumptuous, Seraphime, to think you would come from a position of authority with Rannie and I. We are all equals here and we are insulted that you wouldn't see us as that."

Cig and Rannie have been channeling for six months. I've been channeling since I was 3 and I'm almost 50 now. Gave my first professional divination at age 8. To have to suffer this type of ego-filled rhetoric from them - that is the real insult.

That asshole sent me like a two page text through Instagram tonight telling me off for correcting his girlfriend. He absolutely was being a dick.

In the last two days, Cig and Rannie both have been definitively arrogant, disrespectful, argumentative and stubborn to me. And have been resisting what I, the spirits and the Underground have been trying to caution them against from the beginning, which is to say the last two and a half months. They have been making me miserable and will not listen to a thing I have said. Not a single thing on any subject.

Crashing tonight + Universal Studios

Eddie and Jackie, my loves, I think I'm going to take tonight off, as I pulled an all nighter last night/today so I could try to improve my sleep schedule and wind it back to getting to sleep at least by 6am. Tonight I'm beat though, and am gonna try to crash early.

I love you both tremendously and thought of you both all day, and really did enjoy our breakfast. :)

I took some videos of my day at Universal Studios today and posted them on the Soulkin_Friends Instagram. I hope you enjoy them. ♡♡♡

Hurricane Dorian

Jeremy, et al, was just trying to tell you, me and Eddie that because of the upcoming hurricane, Dorian, we and the Underground peeps should stay off the airwaves for the next week or so until Dorian makes landfall (and then a few days afterward while people recover. I think it's expected to make landfall Tuesday-ish??). This is because of how people introduce stress into the Interface when there's a natural or manmade disaster and theoretically how it interacts with the electromagnetic field. We're trying to learn from the Earthquake this summer.

Jack, I was also saying please don't rely on asking me to post on this blog always because it begins to feel unfair that I'm the only one who's offered the three of us concrete ways of communicating safety and scheduling needs when you guys haven't yet contacted me in real life to give me anything concrete that offers clarity, and as a result, I've been really hurt without it. Get in contact with me in real life if you want to best help protect me and yourself and allow us to function as a threesome.

Eddie, if you download more info on how to navigate safely with the Interface throughout hurricane Dorian you're welcome to just call Jack to help him out. Just ask yourself if it logically sounds fair and safe and not panic inducing first. Thanks!!!

I Fucked Up Brewing the Coffee, So Had To Brew A Second Batch

Because of that, I'm gonna be a bit delayed and we can breakfast till about 8:20am PDT, if you'd like. :)

When I generally want to go to sleep by + breakfast

You two are welcome to have psychic breakfast with me this morning, if you want/can. I will have something to eat and something to drink. You can try to Divine what both are with Prince's help. :) :) :)

I will leave to hop in the shower and then head out to Universal Studios by around 8am today. I'm trying to turn my sleep schedule around to a more reasonable schedule again.

In general, going forward (this might be especially helpful for you, Jack), I will want to be trying to go to bed NO LATER THAN 6:00 A.M IN THE MORNINGS. So, I'll be ending hanging out by 6am in the morning, if I'm connecting with either or both of you. I want to make that a hard deadline. Thank you for working with me.

Let's eat breakfast!!

That sweet, sweet fine Eddie lovin'....

Ed, sweetheart, I'm trying to get some work done tonight on these videos that I've been making, but I'd like to try to come in for some hugs and cuddles tonight, even if for a little bit, so I can get some of that sweet lovin' from you!! If it's OK, I'll just cuddle up at some point when I'm taking a break from the video work? ♡♡♡

A Midnight Galaxy Fae

Here are two links to some character work I've been doing. They are uploaded to both YouTube and the Soulkin Instagram account. However, I've provided links to the YouTube versions below because the picture quality seems better. In the YouTube video description for each video you'll find some more details. If you'd like to see the unadorned source photo for the series, however, go to the Soulkin Instagram account and see the first pinkish photo. :)

☆☆☆ A Midnight Galaxy Fae, One ☆☆☆

https://youtu.be/gP8Na7Vb_Zs

☆☆☆ A Midnight Galaxy Fae, Two ☆☆☆

https://youtu.be/-EbXbFRNeac

These have been inspired by both you and David. ♡♡♡ Thank you!

We ARE asking you to stop giving me a lot of channel, please

Please do not contact me for a few days, at least. Unfortunately, you have been coming through very intensely in tone and demeanor (including word choices) and doing A LOT of rapid-fire talking for long periods of time and you won't stop, even though myself and the guides/helpers are asking you to. It is hurting me. This has been occurring for the last couple/few weeks, at least. It is hurting me and starting to scare me. I need to heal from it and collect my thoughts from the recent discoveries and conversations we've had. I appreciate you understanding. ♡♡♡

I am still very sensitive to trying to do a lot of channeling and, if anything, it has gotten a lot worse for me. Even though the collective ppl of the Underground are trying to make improvements to the Interface, I, myself, am very traumatized and am still in a deep state of trying to recover and heal as a result of Jack's album release and tour and your solo tour this summer.

These experiences of yours and Jack's brought great anomalous harm to the Interface for me, along with the 7.1 earthquake. I can NOT be receiving a lot of extended rapid-fire channeling or much channeling at all. I am very physically and psychologically wounded by channeling now after this summer and am terrified of it from either you or Jack or any of the Awake, Alive and Conscious people. I am simply trying to heal and recover now.

Also, yes, I just found out for the first time last night in the middle of the night, that you and your band have an upcoming album to be released soon and an upcoming big world-wide tour, and I will be put through this all over again. I am deeply traumatized and barely able to recover from Jack's album release and tour and how it impacted the Interface for me. I am deeply traumatized and cannot believe I'm about to put through this all over again and so soon. I had said to you and Jack several times, "After this summer, I cannot ever go through this again." And yet here I am, barely a month and half after your solo tour and still in the middle of Jack's band world tour. To learn this with you and your band, this will break me. I am breaking.

I also just found out in the last two or three weeks that you and JV know the powerful O couple (and no doubt, a host of other similar people in the public and private sector). This has been a huge shock for me and has left me feeling very betrayed because I had no idea at all. Yet, you did know and you knew that I said I can not know you if you know people like that. You've been operating with a conflict of interest this whole time and I had no idea. I have been in a state of shock and the shocks keep coming and coming and don't let up and for some reason, you are also really pushily doing a lot of intense comportment talking when I am asking and asking you to stop or to please minimize the amount or at least use the "delayed, making available" technique where you use the hand-gesture that looks like one is pulling apart doughy bread.

From just the abusive shock and ordeal of Jack's album release and world tour alone, I am traumatized and dazed and in a state of dazed and scared recovery.

And now, here recently, I have been given even more shocks and harms with big, far reaching implications. I am so broken right now, I can't even see straight. I don't even feel coherent half the time.

I AM saying, "I am trying to hold on, Eddie! I am trying to hold on! I want to be with you!" but, Eddie, you are making it so hard. These events are making it so hard. I am beaten down to a pulp and am barely making it through this and then, I learn this thing last night about you and your band and I don't know how to survive it or manage it. Please be gentle and not blatant when talking abt it to me. Tragically, it has not been made into a casual or celebratory thing for me, your guys' albums or tours, for what it will likely cost me. In fact, I cannot face this or manage it while in this psychic space, so I just basically found out last night for the first time I'm going to completely lose you for half a year or more. And soon. And then a year or so after that, I'll go through this all over again.

Giving Paul the John ITC video links on YouTube

I have a favor to ask you, Eddie, whenever you have a free moment, and would be able to get ahold of Paul in the five senses sort of way (phone, text, email, what have you).

If you could text or email him the YouTube video links below of the John  Lennon ITC audio files, it would mean the world to John, Wolfgang and I. We all worked so hard on them and they're directly relevant to Paul. Paul not only seems to have expressed great interest in them but I always thought these were messages in part FOR him from John personally.

I believe you have heard the first one, Eddie. I went ahead and finished the second one a while back and now I just have the last one to finish. You're welcome to listen to both of them and enjoy them, yourself, too, but I definitely need to make sure they also get to Paul, as they're specifically meant for him to hear.

So, although there is one more video/audio file in the series that I've not yet completed - and, ironically, it's the one that references Paul the most - I promise I will get that one done as soon as I can and then post a blog and link here on this site*. If you don't mind, I would really appreciate it if you could tell Paul that, too.

*If he knows how to get to my YouTube channel, these two links are also posted under the "video description" section of the video called "Soulkin & Friends." Giving you the links here just seemed easier though. And, in fact, if you just want to copy and paste this entire blog post and email/text him or something, you totally have my permission. Whatever's easiest. :)

The videos are, again, super rough drafts, but what's most important is that Paul hears the audio files. Remember, for him to hear the captures the most clearly, he needs to try to match the audio listening device specs as close as he can to the one I used. I list what they are in each of the two video description sections (right under each video itself).

It would mean the world to me, Eddie, that Paul gets these two links and then, the link for the 3rd video installment once I've finished it.

Thank you! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Here they are:

I. Introduction:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cpOI-1rdRZY

II. Rumination

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pHQg4OEt91M

III. Salvation [YET TO BE UPLOADED]

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And, in case he hasn't seen it, here also is the link for the short final draft video I made of John saying his name and the word "Beatles."

------>>>>>>> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iGbI_u568kY

The Next Four Days

Alrighty, Ed and Jack, tonight, tomorrow and this weekend, I'm-a-gonna be knee deep in costuming, my friend's birthday bash, music and a masquerade.

Unf that means I won't be taking any channeling calls in the evening or late night. That time is the only time I have to work when it's quiet in the hellhole I call home.  :-P

Ed, I may not be able to swoop in for some late night sleepy cuddles n' smooches until after this weekend once I'm done with everything. I mean nothing by it, honey, I'm just gonna be either working or not at home where I can relax with you in private. ♡♡♡

Soon though, soon......!!!!  ♡♡♡♡♡

I LOVE YOU!

I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!

I'll try to come in when I can in the nighttime for some snuggles throughout this week, although I'll likely be working on this costume throughout the night this week, just so you know. I doubt I'll want to go too long without a hug and kisses or two though... [kisses here]...usually I gotta get my Eddie fix before too much time goes by! ♡♡♡♡♡♡