My cardiologist check-up tomorrow morning

I have my semi-annual cardiologist/electrophysiologist check-up tomorrow morning, and, to be honest, I am very worried about what they may tell me because I've been under a lot of strain. More specifically, I am worried about seeing a return of the non-life threatening heart condition of the two, the one called Atrial Flutter. Thank goodness, I am not as worried about a return of the more serious condition (fingers crossed), but even if the Atrial Flutter were to return, it would hamper my physical quality of life and make it so that I would have to start a very exhausting medical treatment protocol again.

Please do support me here to tonight, Ed, my love, with no-talking and a calm stepping back away from my person if there is any Interface anomalies or too much talking that gets pushed through the Interface anyway, despite your loving efforts, and we'll just leave it at that for the night, if need be.

Unfortunately, Jack, it is probably best that we do not hang out tonight or tomorrow morning since we still have a lot of Interface problems while they're working to improve it.

Because of Cig and Rannie (Rannie kept trying to consciously telepathically talk to me in the middle of the night last night and we had to kind of deal with her hard-headedness again. If I’m not mistaken, Eddie, your off-site subconscious self offered to help out. I had to walk away after a while, myself), I have been experiencing Interface-sensitivity tonight where the energy is quite reactive and kind of stings.

I am nervous about tomorrow and I hope everything will be okay. That I have been worried about the Atrial Flutter condition returning over these last few summer months is a signal that the Underground activities, which tragically include Interface problems related to you both regarding stress and schedule management and everyone else (i.e. challenges with Cig and Rannie, other friends, too, sometimes like Shelby, Joe, the whole Underground, etc.) + the impact the 7.1 earthquake had on the Interface + the antagonism of the "ne'er-do-wells" in my building + various other health problems - all of it spells out that I have some serious stressors that may very well threaten my health and that we may need to be proceeding from this point forward with a new, more serious acceptance of what is too much for me physically and psychologically. I love you both and I hope you will both work with me to respect my needs. I hope we can continue to work out new plans and approaches, but the definitive help will be that you do not continue to keep me relegated to these psychic forums for the whole of our relationship and that you actually do bring me into your actual lives.

You are both welcome to talk to each other using the five-senses about any of this health-related stuff I’m mentioning or even the doctor’s visit tomorrow, if you want to at any point, because it is important that we are on the same page with any bad experiences (like those listed above) that start to pose threats to my health.

Wish me luck tomorrow.