Eddie, honey, just so you can see it in writing, I want very much for you to continue being an Awake, Alive and Conscious Off-site Watchdog Helper, if you want to be. You have been an INVALUABLE aid with everything you've helped out on, you're good at what you do (and you know the protocol) and the Watchdogs love you. We couldn't afford lose you. I couldn't afford to lose you. You give me such comfort when you help out with Watchdog work - I can't even put a price tag on it. You've been loyally here from the beginning and I don't want to be remiss about that. You deserve to be appreciated and respected for that. We'd love to continue to have you. ♡♡♡
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Here in the future, I'll try to go into some more specific detail about what my thoughts are on what type of Underground involvement may be appropriate or inappropriate for you to continue experiencing with your level of connection to people like heads of state and CEOs of major corporations and stuff. Since I only recently got confirmation that you and Jill do actually know people like that, I've needed time to digest and take stalk of the situation. Further, I don't even know the details, of course, to the level of involvement you and Jill have with such folks, which makes it difficult to assess what level of your involvement in the Underground may be fair and appropriate to the protection of the people of the Underground.
While I've thought it best to have you step back from larger Underground involvement for now, sweetheart, I want to assure you that it is not as though there is no hope for your future continued involvement with at least some aspects of the Underground. It would highly depend on whether or not you can ever get me a concrete picture with tangible details (using the five-senses) on what your level of association is and Jill's level of association is with such powerful people. The closer and more involved your level of association is with heads of state and CEOs of major corporations, the less appropriate wide access would be for you and Jill. Conversely, the more you create distance with people like that, the more certain access to the Underground might be safe and mutually beneficial.
However, if you are willing to create distance between you and such people, but Jill is not, then that is still a very relevant factor that I have to contemplate, as you two are also partners and no doubt talk and share a lot. However, honey, you have utilized the Underground so productively and with such appreciation and, at least seemingly, so responsibly and respectfully, that I don't want to make it seem like there is just no avenue forward with you not ever using the Underground again.
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The truth is I need more concrete data about the level of your (and Jill's) involvement with such abusively powerful people before I could make an informed decision and I hope that you will supply it for me at some point, for both our sakes. It's about transparency on your end since you've had such open access to me and my work and my life and to the Underground.
It's not like I wouldn't like to reward you for your responsible usage of the Underground (like what you set up for your solo tour) with continued access to some usage of the Underground, but I would need to make sure - in concrete real-world terms - you are, in fact, being respectful and protective of the will of the people. And that such will has a right to exist privately, without interference from those who would seek to control or influence it.
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