I am not having a serious medical emergency but I am having some pretty profound panic symptoms and feelings over fearing that you two may not have really loved me. I am also really worrying about the neighbor upstairs and all the other rowdy neighbors that have been going off and also my shitty life.
The spirit guides are trying to tell me to think of all the positive examples of you guys showing me love and going to great lengths to do so, that even though it's not so much in concrete regular-world terms, that it does have some real value. I am trying my best to think of that and it does help, but the panic still wells up.
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